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Doing something new is always a risk. It means likely
failure, and at the cost of public humiliation. My creative life has been much
like learning to dive. I’ve experienced the “crouching at the edge of the pool”
stage. I’ve felt the triumph of slipping slowly into the water, not knowing it was
an easy feat. I’ve also made a few attempts off the diving board and spent some
time nursing my sore stomach in the shallows. But let’s leave the metaphor
behind.
I’ve always been a creator. I’ve sketched on the back of
Wednesday night Bible reading outlines; as a silent high-school teen I’ve found
a platform in art. I’ve traipsed down my own roads in art school and ended up
in the wide uncharted territory of post graduation. Whether it’s through ink,
paint, photography, design, or writing, I’ve created. This last year I’ve been
many things: product photographer, graphic designer, journalist to an
oil-stained industry, insatiable reader of obscure 1940s novels. This year found me eyeing up being an
“artist” like I did the illusive jump at the edge of the diving board. Should I
throw myself into it? One of many things I’ve learned over these last few
months is something I’ve been needing to know to be able to throw myself into
the jump:
I want to be serious about my
art.
So welcome, intrepid reader, to a digital chronicle of a
faulty artist. Welcome to a space somewhere betwixt solid ground and the air,
and whatever lies beyond. Here I’ll share my current projects, who I’m inspired
by and what I’m dabbling in. It will likely be a mash of illustration, writing,
and design. I can’t promise you “sun-bursts or marble halls,” but I’ll share
with you the rekindling of my creative life, and my dedication to acquiring
good craft through hard work.
My toes are rubbing up against the sandpaper-top of the
diving board, my calves gather energy for a run, I eye the edge of what looks
like a forever of air. I’m running now. Four strides towards the edge of the
board. My knees bend, the board dips, and then suddenly I’m weightless, soaring
headfirst over inverted sky.
I love this! You have put into words something that I think many creatives struggle with..I know I do! So looking forward to reading about all your artistic pursuits :)
ReplyDeleteExcellent writing, and know that I will proffer any support that I can.
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